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Name: Caryn
Country: Malaysia
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Wednesday, October 24, 2007

this phone, i want.



The Motorola Razr2 V9.

I want.


Back from Thailand

Sawadikhaa! I just came back from a trip to Chiang Mai and Bangkok, Thailand yesterday. The one week trip was worth it, I needed a break and some major shopping therapy. haha.

Anyway for those who want to know whats been going on,

Job Hunting - still at it. have one job offer but so far am still looking.
Social life - close to nil. its always either at home waiting for phone calls for interviews or being chauffeur for sis.

Come to think about it, its almost the end of October. AND I STILL DON'T HAVE A JOB!!!! this sucks.

People tell me to enjoy my 'break' before i start plunging into the corporate world of slavery. I do enjoy my break but i'm starting to get really bored and redundant. Ideas to pass time away, anyone?

To you peeps who have upcoming exams, all the best of luck! To you peeps who are coming back home for year end holidays, look me up! And to you peeps who got nth to do other than read this entry, wish me luck! haha :)


Friday, September 07, 2007

Stuck In-Between

I feel like a tape recording gone awry...it keeps repeating the same scene again. And again. And again.

Right now I'm on a job hunt. Been hunting for two months now. I kinda like know now what it feels like to be unemployed. Two months of absolute boredom. Kill me

But! I have an interview this coming Monday so...wish me luck.

Since coming back I have been telling my self to keep positive..there's always a light at the end of the tunnel. But I can't help but think sometimes its never going to end..and its really...depressing.

I'm missing my friends, I'm missing my life back in Melbourne.

I hate being insecure.Time passes while being apart doesn't make it any better.

I want my uni life back.


Thursday, August 09, 2007

A Blessing in Disguise?

I'm back in Malaysia.

Hahah ok I've been back since a month ago. Time really does fly. And yes, I miss Melbourne very much, so much so that I am very tempted to buy a one-way ticket back there. But circumstances have it that I'm still here so..maybe, its a blessing in disguise? I don't know.

A lot of decisions had to be made. A lot of heated arguments ensued. I think what hit me the most to make me realize how much I am needed here was...of what my father asked of me. Then I realize, its time to separate wishful fantasies and reality.

The path I choose now will lead to how my entire life will evolve so...honestly speaking I've never, ever felt so torn in deciding.

So..Left? Straight? or Right?


Saturday, June 16, 2007

2 to go

I've got two more papers to go by next week. After that, I'm a free woman.

I think, after my last paper..I want to get stinking drunk. At least then my mind will be numb from thinking too much...



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